My best friend finally made it. UCL offered her a place for medicine. I am glad for her. Very happy, in fact. Meanwhile, I'm very truly sorry for myself.
I broke down.
It's much more harder than I thpought it would be. Much tougher. I cried more than I ever had.
Nothing can be done now. Nothing. Except crying.
How silly I am, to let the chance to slip away from my hand.
Remoseful and regretful.
I gave up my life-long dream, how could I?
I shattered my own dream, how could I?
Noone to blame, but me.
Only me.
Now.
In Malaysia.
How pathetic.
If only I can rewind back the time....
Is this God's will???
Maybe.
But I am not ready yet.
At least, not now.
It's way too hard for me.
I can't...
But I had to...
4 comments:
Cheer! Don be so sad maybe there's another way for you?
Thank you so much for your concern.
I'm okay d. I forget thins very fast de ma... :-)
yalo might b a blessing in disguise, God has greater greater plans for u, rite ^^
CNY almost here d! stay happy ya =)
haha luckily your memory is not that good..hehes..
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